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12月26日 檬檬家長途賽就係o羅,咪好玩o羅!
估唔到咁多人到呀moon屋企玩,雖然有好多都唔識.大家都怕羞吧.
食呀食,食呀食,點解食極都有?!
又估唔到呀moon煮糖水同五花茶.好細心呀!
一個人點可以做到咁多樣野?
我唸佢洗野時d水一定好凍,
因為天氣真的很凍...
人人都噴煙.
雖然好凍,不過玩得好開心!
就係o羅,咪好玩o羅!
期待下次. 理由人越多自由,越容易行錯路.
細個唔係成日可以話事,
大個就自己決定自己的路.
好似一個人要選擇跳樓自殺.
又好似一個人要選擇拿起煙燃點. 又好似一個人要選擇錯的對象.
又好似一個人要選擇開始錯的關係.
理由呢?
可能都是一些說不出的的模糊感覺.
有幾多個可以好似呀moon咁?
除非是在主內.
感恩啦. Almost the end of 25Its glad family love the gifts.
Even though they dont like, they will pretend to love it bcos they love me.
Fortunely, I confidently think they love it cos I buy those gifts by heart.
Especially the gift for PoPo, it takes me 3 hours shopping around. I confidently think she'd love it.
And will say: "Yuk Yuk....(moved)" hehe
Xmas is always a romantic festival, with joy and bless.
Its coming the end of the 2006, and then end up my damn 25.
Everything is going well, with friends, lovely family and new life.
I'm learning how to live without you, learning how to give joy to my family and others.
As always, I'd think you are with me.
I love you, daddy. as always.
12月25日 最後衝刺買禮物今日係25/12聖誕節!又merry xmas各位!
我依家要出去買野啦!
最後衝刺買聖誕禮物比大家,尤其係屋企人
要趕緊明天的boxing day.
目的地沙田,旺角,返去包禮物,然後去檬檬家.
究竟有無斬獲呢?
明天就知 Rational都換好衫打扮好了,
唸住睇完戲就出黎.
為什麼叫自己回家?
行到van仔站想了幾次,
還是上了車.
可能你再講多兩句,我就會行去地鐵站,搭到太子.
雖然已經尾round,反而越少人越好,唔駛social.
不過其實你都邀請了好多次.(差不多有十次) 其實好想去,
點解無去呢? 但找不到去的理由,
反而好多唔去的理由.
係咪樣樣野都要理由?
要有理由去做一件事,
點解?
唔知,
等我搵下d理由答自己先.
珍惜你爸爸不在,點解你可以咁calm?雖然事隔幾年.
有時都聽你提起你daddy的生活點滴,可不是那麼容易忘記吧. 你又說你是流浪貓,感覺很是不好受...
試想想自己是流浪貓,那種孤獨和無依無靠實在很寒冷...(雖然你外表是那麼tough)
聽人說:外表剛強,內心其實是很脆弱
第一次見到你那個表情...公路上見到那隻被車撞死的流浪貓(可能牠不是流浪貓)
你內心深處真的能如此平靜?
有時一些很小的事,你都會好開心(雖然只是微笑)
希望我同你一直都咁好.
Jennifer Lopez我有個朋友叫JOYCE,
佢姓高,
我叫佢J Ko.
有無聽過J Lo?(Jennifer Lopez and Cool J 的 "Control Myself")
希望佢聖誕節同朋友過得開心.
一個好可愛既king size小朋友,
(記住你唔係一隻流浪貓,因為天父會好好眷顧你,我都係!)
古怪的人有點怪怪,好似...怪怪
問佢佢一定唔答...
Q-K
理由呢?
未搵到.
take a nap in a long talkWao~ Merry X'mas!
Bless people in the world have joy(sssssssssssssssssss) come true.
(especially my family and friends~ hehe)
好耐無試過那麼長的長談,(sorry我小睡了幾次,嘻嘻~人老了呢~)
了解你多左,覺得你唔係我幾年前認識的拉仔.
”Q-K-K-Q-K”
如果個排列如你所說的話(雖然無法肯定是十分準確),真是很好呢!
又正如你所講,要珍惜.
12月22日 Merry means happy謝謝拉仔幫我裝飾聖誕樹,好靚呀!
點解可以唸到整得咁靚?
點解可以呢?
真係利害
熄左燈好浪漫呢~~~(浪漫的雙魚~)
我鐘意baby黃的絲帶,雖然用唔著.
傾下計,好開心~(好似伍詠微成日話RELAZX~)
好耐無玩過咩啦,我呀,咩我呀,好玩呀~
雖然今年少了你,不過我會惦記你,想像你一直和我們一起.
還要帶著MERRY給別人.
12月19日 some feeling沒法說出當天的經過, 只記得放開了手, 眼睜睜地看著他被推了進去. 還在想我應該不應該也進去協助急救. 無奈自己膽怯和缺乏自信, 只是眼睜睜地看著綠色的curtain, 我是多麼的害怕還是過份的冷靜? 只是眼睜睜地看著綠色的curtain, 一秒也不敢離開, 差不多4個多小時, 一秒也不敢離開. 沒想過放開了手, 就是永遠的訣別. 他們哀求的眼神, 令我喘不過氣. 他們的淚水, 令我無地自容. 我是多麼多麼壞, 壞到鑽在骨子裡 滿手都是鮮血, 聯想起拖著他粗糙的手, 窒息的感覺湧上來, 是要叫我和他一樣, 是要叫我跟他一起. 有幾次我聽到他叫我放棄呼吸來到他那裡. 再觸摸一次他的手. 那麼我就不用隔著那黑色的皮手套感受他剩下來的溫暖. 多麼的後悔,小時候有接近4年的時間和你日夜的冷戰, 同屋如同陌路人. 其實多麼渴望有你的愛,但又十分害怕你發脾氣的樣子. 如果過去的不能返轉, 將來的是否就是叫我來到你面前從頭來過? 最近又看到你的暗示,又聽到你的呼喚. 內心很掙扎, 明知道這是幻覺,但亦相信只要是有1%的機會見到你,我真的十分願意. 內心很掙扎, 黑夜很煎熬. 合上眼見到的是你也合上眼. 睜開眼想看清楚,你就消失了... 12月13日 bilateral shoulder pain due to severe high concentration...決定今天揸車返工!
之前已經練習過路線,點知都係晒氣.
一出停車場已經行錯路!
入左大圍,仲要去到沙角村!
差不多大半個鐘頭先返回第一城,又再試一次搵大老山...
一邊搵大老山一邊面紅耳熱.
又趕時間,又唔識路.
中途有唸過棄車搭的士...(嘻嘻~)
好在daddy看著我,有驚無險返到醫院...
魚魚魚...
GutMummy goes to dancing practice tonight. She hopes she can perform well in a ball so she puts great effort in it. Whatever she plays good or not, important is she enjoy. Glad to know she makes a lot of good friends and dancing has occupied most of her mind. I am not sure whether Japan trip make a change in her life, that’s the least I can do. And really thanks god who planned lot of good friends around her. Honestly, if it’s really a coincidence, it keeps happened. I pray and he replies so quickly. I worry, then he shoulder for us. Sometimes I’d think daddy can get into heaven. Meet with him, talk with him and look after us with him by side. Po said one time she dream daddy lying on my bed (that night I got a fever), she said he is coming to look after me. (And I recovered the day after.) My eye gushed tears. Cos I’ve been always hope that my dream will bring him close to me. But it happened none. If I can meet him, with pounds of regret, I‘d confesses with my ounce of brave to say: “I am so sorry to be so selfish…” So that’s why he didn’t present in my dream? And that’s why I always feeling short of breath and suffocated? I pray God to give my family strength to live. Make them strong to overcome the hard time. Make their life full of joys. And I pray he give me courage to keep breathing. Xmas is coming, and next year is coming. Jan followed that’s I hate. |
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